my diary

subic here we come!!!!

2004-09-15T10:06:00.000-07:00

as i am typing this, it is exactly 1:15 in the morning..and actually i'm here at dasma cavite probably a hundred kilometers away from my home! this is the first time my very strict parents ever allowed me to have an overnight!! and i'm so exstatic right now that i couldn't help myself to sleep.. for me its a big improvement on the side of my parents!!! at long last!! and to think i'm already 17 going 18..

anyways the reason i am sleeping at my friends dorm is that we, the engineering students, will have our exposure trip at subic and we need to be at school at exactly 430 in the morning.. and because my home is very far from our school, my parents had decided to allow me to sleep at my friends dorm..

7 more hours away from subic!!!!

c'mon!!!!!!!!

2004-09-12T01:52:00.000-07:00

damn! i feel frustrated right now! why is it that i don't have a boyfriend right now! all my friends have their own boyfriends right now! and to think that i'm the oldest in the group!! and my ex-boyfriend had had so many gilrfriends after me! i'm not ugly naman! why oh why!!! i feel like an old maid even though i'm only 17....... guess i have to wait............

hello!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-08-19T03:11:00.000-07:00

Gosh! i really missed my blogger! its has been a couple of weeks since my last visit here!!

These past few weeks had been very busy for me...We just had our General Assembly for our college, the college of engineering and technolody, last tuesday..It was the best!!! the bands, the dancers the singers were all great!! And the Lasallian Point's and Flexes also danced there!! (the popular dance group of La Salle Dasma who actually joined the SOP frontact)..my classmates also performed, they have a band called Versatile Exposure, and they were great! My favorite part of the GA was when the candidates for mr. and ms. CET was introduced!! all the male contestants were all cute..sayang lang di sumali yung crush ko eh..but I was lucky enough because i saw himm there and i was able to stare at him for minutes without him noticing it! hehe..I was standing at his backkasi eh..kunwari I was doing my job and watching the show, but little did he know na siya yung pinapanood ko..hehe..ang cute niya kasi eh..

But although the GA was fun, it was also a very tiring to me.., being at the student council..we did a lot of preparations for that and I tell you its not that easy!! we prepared for it for weeks!! the food, the backdrop, the venue (we canceled pa nga our first venue because of the wheather), the communications, the partcipants, the performers.....hay sobrang nakapagod talaga yun! My job pa nga is on the dedications..yung mga pabati binibigay sa kin ng nga students, so I walked and climbed up and down all around the grandstand for like a hundred times and i was wearing heals!!! of course my feet hurt! but inspite of the fact that my feet had hurt i still enjoyed my job because i had mmet a lot of first year students and its so funny because they all call me 'ate'..they were also so makulit during that time..sobrand nakakatuwa sila...

It's not only the GA that had kept me busy, we are also conducting our sportsfest this month.. and I have to go to school every saturday to monitor it..but it was fun watching the sportsfest especially the basketball, because of all the actions (i'm a basketball fanatic kasi eh), plus the fact that my crush also plays...he's so great in basketball sobra!!! and he looks cute in his jersey! I bet sobrang maaksyon yung grandfinals nito...and i'm very much excited na..

I was also busy studying in my engineering mechanics and differential equations subject because its getting harder and harder every meeting...some of my classmates nga had dropped their subjects because sobrang hirap na talaga..sometimes we do group study na..

hay..wish me luck na lang with my studies ang my job as a student council......... and also with my crush.. haha

cosmo hunks!

2004-07-24T01:27:00.000-07:00

I was a little disappointed that drew arellano fell out of the top 10 at cosmo hunks! i can't believe it!! for me he's the hunkiest man there!! I'm gonna keep on voting him until I run out of internat card!!! He deserves to be in the top 10!!!!

pressure!!!

2004-07-21T02:30:00.000-07:00

this week is our prelim exams..that means pressure for me!! especially now that I'm on my third year in college, and i have major subjects now. yesterday was the start of the prelims and I had an exam on industrial accounting and Differential equations. Accounting was fine with me but I really had a hard time on the differential equations. Differential equations or D.E. as we engineering students call it, is like the sequel of Differential and integral calculus. You won't understand a thing in D.E. if you did not learn on those two calculus! And man!, calculus is the farmost hardest math subject of all times!! Gosh they give me headaches!! everytime we will have an exam on calculus and D.E., I feel like dying! And yesterday I felt the same again! Gosh I sucks yesterday! I hate myself! I thought I'm ready to take the exam because I had reviewd for several hours, but unfortunately its not enough! It's so difficult!! and I'm so frustrated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today I had three exams, industrial management, engineering mechanics and physics! and you know what? the only time difference on my three exams is only 30 minutes! and I still have to walk a couple of kilometers just to reach my next exam room!!! then I have to climb up the stairs for minutes because my room is in the 5th floor!! Plus the fact that our exam in engineering mechanics is the most difficult exam that i had ecountered!!! I'm worried that I might fail the exam!

Tomorrow I've got 2 exams and i still have one on friday!! I just hope I'll do well in my next exams! ahhh! I'm so pressured!

it's jowin's birthday today

2004-07-19T03:25:00.000-07:00

today is a special day to a dear friend of mine, Joseinne Jowin Ignacio. She turns 16 today!! yehey!! i had known her for more than 3 years only but we treated each other like sisters..we are 5 in the group, me, jowin, rachelle (who happens to be my younger sister), chelsie and marielle (my 2nd cousin). I'm the eldest among the group followed by chelsie then jowin, rachelle and marielle's the youngest. Well for now I'm just gonna tell you about the birthday girl, Jowin. In the group, she's the weirdest! she likes death things and things with black power, you know things with demonic influence in it! she even placed death as her name in her friendster account! and she's the only rocker in the group.. that's why sometimes we can't relate to her. But we still love her, you know, people do have different personalities. And she's also pretty but not as much as pretty as I am! haha!

I love you Jowina! and happy birthday again!!!!

To Die is to Rest but GINEBRA is the Best!!!!

2004-07-14T01:20:00.000-07:00

grabe!! it's been a week already and i still can't believe na after 7 long years we finally won the championship again!!! hay i'm so happy!!!!! as in! i cried when i saw the players hugging each other and the confettis and balloons were finally falling from the top..(i'm really such a crybaby)..did you know that i had to sacrifice a lot just to be able to watch the championship game? because that day, July 7 2004, is a very busy day for me! the supreme student council has a gemeral assembly on 4 pm and of course we, the college student councils should be there. they said their gonna introduce us to the students. i plan to escape at 6, since the start of the game is at 7 and it takes me an hour to get home,but unfortunately our adviser said that we have an emergency meeting at 530 pm!. and i know it takes us more than an hour to finish a meeting..so i feel so helpless that day that i didn't know what to do coz' i really don't want to miss the game, then i remember that i could watch some tv in the dorm of my classmate which is a few blocks away from school, but to my dismay its already 730 but were still not introduced..so i decided to sacrifice the general assembly and go to my classmates dorm..so i got there and i watched the game even though her tv antena is broken..and of course to my delight, Ginebra won the Gran Matador Fiesta Conference..but then i forgot the time..its already 1100 pm!! and my curfew is 9!! i was like "my father would kill me!!". i got home at 1130, fortunately there is no traffic, but unfortunately i got scolded by my mother! i just said that i attended the general assembly coz' i know she'll kill me if i said the truth! see that's how die hard i am of the Ginebra..

i was 9 years old when i first started to watch the PBA, of course to the infuence of my beloved father, who is a big Ginebra fan, so bec. of him i got addicted na to Ginebra. I love to watch them play because its fun to see the fans cheering them..Ginebra got the most number of fans in the PBA so they will fill up almost the whole dome..then they will start to chant Gi-neb-ra! Gi-neb-ra! i remember the last time they won a championship way back in 1997, they had thi song entitled "pag nanalo ang Ginebra", and being a die hard fan that i am i memorized it and i would sing it anywhere especially in school..I am a really die hard fan of Ginebra that everytime they loses a game i would start to cry ang sometimes i don't eat dinner, ..i even prayed for them everyday! even now.. i swear that no matter what happens i would be a Ginebra fan for the rest of my life..even if they would trade their players for new ones.. my ultimate dream is to meet the Ginebra players in person or to watch even just a single game of them live!..i am not allowed kasi to watch it live because araneta is too far from cavite and my father is very strict!

grabe Ginebra players are all the best! especially Eric Menk and Mark Caguia..Rommel Aducul is improving every game! I love the Mark Caguia and Jayjay Helterbrand tandem! they are the best! "the fast and the furious". i'd also like to acknowledge coach Siot Tankinsen's great job on the team. and to all the Ginebra plyers, i love you all!!! thanks for the championship! hope you will win championship again next conference!!!! and i miss you already!!!!!

hagardness

2004-07-14T01:15:00.000-07:00

hay...this week is a very busy week for me..lots of exams in school and lots of things to do in our student council office..i have to make ivitations for the scitech week on july 26-30, for the different colleges and faculties in our school, and i still don't have an idea of how could i make it..my brain is not functioning very well right at this very moment..tomorrow I'll have an exam in engineering mechanics and accounting..hay accounting,i really hate that subject because its very confusing, nakakalito grabe, plus my proffesor is so mabilis magsalita para namang kung gano siya kabilis magsalita eh ganon din kami kabilis magsulat. tamad kasing magsulat sa whiteboard eh..and isa pa yung engineering mechanins na yan! di naman siya mahirap kasi parang physics lang din kaya lang yung prof kong hapon eh ako yata ang kanyang "apple of the eye", buti sana kung favorite niya ko as a student eh kasohindi favorite niya kong pag-initan!!!! grabe ako na lang ng ako ano bang nagawa ko sa kanya!!! this is so damn unfair!!!! what did i do to deserve thid kind of treatment!!! he's violating my rights as a student and as a person!!! (nge ano bang sinasabi ko? mukha na kong tanga!). anyways maybe i should go and study already tutal nabuhos kona ang lahat ng sama ng loob ko..haha!

again......

2004-07-11T18:52:00.000-07:00

hay late na naman ako ngayon sa first subject ko, technical writing, kasi naman nagpa-print pa ko ns homework ko. every meeting na lang may homework! ano ba yan!!!! i'm so sick and tired of it! next meeting meron ulit!! tapos malapit na kong ma-drop kasi lagi akong late.. hehehe.. anyways that's all muna next time na lang ulit may class pa ko eh..babu!